this is it. after 11 days of struggling, worrying, crying, fighting, contemplating...
i made my choice.
i'm not ready to have sex with him.
...
..
and given the options he has given me...
well, so, anywaz, yesterday at Rose Garden, underneath his black umbrella, i told him i can't be with him anymore, i ended things with him.
i don't feel like giving a full account of our conversation...let's just say there's some yelling, some sighing, and lots of tears...and the last time i check a second ago, the tears are still here.
this is, by far, the hardest thing i ever have to do.
i just hope i made the right choice.
who knows what's gonna happen tomorrow?
ReplyDeletebut at least, i believe you have gained your freedom now.
"There is a choice you have to make in everything you do. So keep in mind that in the end, the choice you make, makes you."